Hi, readers..? I've been gone since god knows when lol. I just entered university at utmkl a few months ago, currently taking Mechatronic course. Most people do not know what in the world is that so I suggest you google it if you don't know. It basically has something to do with robots, which all of you may already know, I love.
Things have been really hectic, I've never been this stressed out in my entire life. Sure, I look so happy and enjoying everything and whatnot, I actually do but deep inside me, there's this something, ya know? Like, I keep on thinking "no, I should be studying" or "what the hell am I doing?" or "this is no time for fun and games" and it's making me have a headache.
There's this one subject that is very hard for me to score. I seem to understand the concept and all but when on paper, I go blank. I entered utmkl a week late and I know that shouldn't be an excuse but still. Or maybe I'm just too dumb? Because most of my classmates have no trouble doing all the exercises.
I seriously don't know what to do and how to stop being so lazy. When I see my classmates studying together, I start to feel this uneasiness in my head. I want to join them, but I never had the courage to actually do. They're alright and all but we're not in the same gang, ya know? They have their own group and I'm with my other friends most of the time because I came in later than them.
