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I went to Tasnim's house and sleptover there. I told him and he got really excited to meet me and well I was really excited too. At first, we thought we couldn't meet today because of some reasons but yeah Alhamdulillah it happened anyway :-)
I waited for Tasnim to come back home from school because she got something to do. And then at 2 o' clock, we went outside and I told Hazeem to meet us at the park. Tasnim and I arrived the park and we rode the swings. It was a really hot day so it was kind of unenjoyable to go there but yeah whatevs. So we waited for him for a few minutes and then I saw him walking towards us and I got up from the swing and stood beside a pole and well I spun there because I felt so freaking awkward and I giggled a lot. He rode one of the swings and said "hi" and I just replied with "hi" and laughed a lot.
Tasnim got up and went to the slide while I just stood there, smiling like a weirdo. Hazeem got up and rode the swing beside me and Tasnim forced me to ride the swing beside him so I did. It. was. so. freaking. awkward. I just kept quiet. But then, the weather got hotter, Hazeem went to sit at the sitting place thing lol and I followed him.
I sat across him because I didn't know what to do. Then he said, "sit here" so I got up with a weird smile on my face and sat beside him but a little far from him. And so we talked about some stuff. It was a really awkward conversation because we both didn't know what to say. Then there were a lot of times when we both were really quiet and yeah we didn't say anything.
A few minutes later, Tasnim asked to go to BubbleBlog which we did go and awkwardly walking together. And so we arrived to the store and Hazeem ordered his drink and he sat on the chair. While Tasnim was ordering, I went to the table and sat on one of the chairs. Hazeem got up and switched to the other chair because he wanted to sit in front of me (lol) and he just looked at me. I was shy so I didn't look at him at all. And yes, we didn't say a word to each other at all.
Tasnim wanted to go back to the park and I said "let's go" to Hazeem but suddenly he said "go first" so I was like "ooookay..." so I went there with Tasnim with a feeling that Hazeem was annoyed/regretted seeing me. So as we were walking and wondering, I kept on looking back if he did got out of the store but no, he didn't. That made me feel bad. And then suddenly, I saw him. "Ohhh, thank god!" was all I could think of. But Tasnim and I were walking so fast, he couldn't catch up but we eventually met at the park and sat at the sitting place thing again haha.
Tasnim went to ride the swings so it was just me and Hazeem at that time. We talked, laughed and stuff. And then I said "just now you said you want a picture of us both" and he said "oh yes! Ask Tasnim to take it" so I did and yeah she did. It was a funny picture which I'd probably won't here or idk haha. And then there were a lot of times when I looked at him and he looked at me and we both felt weird so we looked the other way and laughed. It was... sweet? Haha kind of.
A few amazing minutes passed and it was already 3.20pm so Tasnim and I had to go back home. We walked together but that time Hazeem was really walking beside me. Like REALLY close. And there was a time when Tasnim was like pushing me to him and I asked her why and she said she wanted to make him fall so I said "go and fall down" to him while lifting my hand a bit and his hand was too so we touched and it felt like wow. And so we walked and walked and walked and then we arrived to Tasnim's house so it was time to say goodbye :-(
But then Hazeem said he wants another picture of us two, a proper one. Tasnim helped taking the picture (the one above) and so I said "bye" while smiling and waving my hand even though he was still beside me. And then he said, "bye sayang" while smiling and I giggled and hugged Tasnim because I was in shock haha like seriously! I was cool if it was through the phone but this.... was different. I still couldn't believe he said that in front of my ugly, oily, sweaty face. Gosh man srsly. Haha so yeah we got in and Hazeem walked home alone.
It was fun and I enjoyed today very much even though we didn't talk much but it was fun seeing him. For the first time. I can't say that I have feelings for him but I can't say that I don't too. I'm confused but yeah whatever. A lot of people has mistaken/teased us as a couple but we stayed cool and all. And just now when I performed my Maghrib prayers, I cried a little. I was so happy and surprised that it happened. I met him, face to face. I never thought it would be possible, never ever. I felt really thankful to Allah for letting it happen. I really do.
And so yeah, I guess today was one of my favorite day of 2013. I really hope that I get to see him again.
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