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Back to Reality

Well hello there! So, i'm at Ampang now. Yeah, i'm back home. Well, i had fun at Kota Bharu actually. But not that much fun since i was the only kid there the whole week. Seriously, it was kinda boring. Oh well. Hmm, so yeah, school's gonna start in 7 days. Let the count down begin! Haha. Ok dammit. I feel like i'm not satisfied at all. Really. The whole school holiday, it felt like nothing. When the school holiday had already started for days already, it was boring. I wanted to go to school badly. But now, i regretted that i didn't go out and watch a movie with my friends at that time. My school holiday = wasted. Damn!

I haven't bought my school stuff yet. Maybe i'll do it this week. Well of course i have to do it this week since i don't have any other week besides this one -.- So, i have to go and buy alat tulis, school shoes, clothes. I think that's about it. Nothing much i guess. Eh. Okay. So yeah, back to reality. Homework especially. And not to mention waking up early in the morning. And looking at numbers. And words. Lots of words. And exercises that you have to solve. Yeahhhhh, how exciting! Yay...

Well, no matter how much you hate it, you have to do it anyway. Ugh, great. Oh well. So, i hope next year will be great. This year was, well kinda okay. Ahaha. Yeah, reality sucks. Nothing much you can do about it. You just have to live with it. And deal with it. Deal with the facts. Deal with everything. Redha jelah. Yeah, i'm being weird again. Haha. I'm sleepy actually. Haha lol kbai.

xoxo

The stupid fight

Hey there. Just wanted to make an entry about the fight i had. Just wanted to write it here so i could read it in the future and probably laugh about it. Haha. Anyway, i fought with a form 2 girl. Yes, her. Well, you see, when Hafiz and i was together, in August, all of the sudden he didn't text me. At all. For one whole freaking day. And sometimes, 2-3 days. I wondered why. So, i stalked him. Including the girls that's been well, talking to him. Wanna know why? Well, in MY school, if a girl likes a guy, then that guy is taken, she'd backoff. Yeah, that's my school. But, in HIS school, they become more gedik and like, seriously gedik. So, of course i'd stalk them. 

No, it's not jealousy. This is insecurity. Yes, those are two different things. Insecurity means, afraid of losing that person. So, you'll become paranoid. Jealousy means, jealousy. Jealousy just means controlling someone you love and not letting him/her talk to any other girl/boy. Jealousy cannot be controlled. Insecurity, sometimes you can. And yeah, i did control it. I cried instead of telling him to just stop talking to other girls. I didn't control him. So NO, i'm not a 'queen control' as YOU thought i was. Stop judging me dammit. So anyway, yeah i was insecure. But i kept it to myself. I blogged it. I simply, blogged about it. And then, she found out. She got mad. Pffts. I was mad because she was menggedik, and she scolded me back. Weird, huh? 

So anyway, i felt weird. Because, well yeah i stalked her. I admit it. And she got mad because i stalked her. But then again, how did she know i stalked her? She must've stalked me too then. Heh. Hypocrites. So, we fought and stuff. My friends came butting in and scolded her. She uploaded the fight on her facebook. And we, 'immature people' did not do that. You say we're immature. We're keeping quiet while you go on kecoh about it. Is that you call being matured? No, it's not. Dream on. Not even close to matured. Pffts. Anyway, then my friends and I just kept quiet and she made a 'promise' that she'd stop talking about me. Well that's good. Good for you. Alhamdulillah. 

After that, she thought she 'won'. I have no idea WHAT exactly did she win. There was no metal included. Nothing had to do with winning or whatever she thought there was. Oh, not to think about the picture where you took a picture with Hafiz. You must be so proud. Great, huh? And then the 'sayang sayang' thing. Hmm, weird. You said you didn't like him. So why the hell did you do all those things?! Seriously. I don't understand you. You say what you don't mean. Stop lying. Stop pretending. Stop saying i'm stupid. Cause i know i'm not. So, just shutup. Shut the hell up. Saying i'm stupid, won't make you smart. Remember that. And, you want me to kill myself? Oh, great. Cause i'm not planning to do that. Sorry to spoil your plan. Your stupid plan. Heh.

Well, i'm glad that you know what's right and what's wrong now. Yes, i'm glad. I pray that you know those things forever. I mean, you said if you meet me, you want to embarrass me in front of everyone. How exactly are you going to do that? I wonder how. Really. And yeah, is that matured? Again, no. It's not. Not even a little. You should know that when when a guy has a girlfriend, LEAVE THEM ALONE. Seriously. It's none of your business if we fight or whatever. You're such a busybody person. I don't care that you guys are 'bestfriends' or whatever. Seriously, i don't. It has nothing to do with me. And I have nothing to do with you. So please, stop saying things about me. Stop judging me. Stop thinking bad things about me. Just, stop. Stop everything. Assalamualaikum!

xoxo

And so the story begins

Here's an entry about what's been going on. Mhmm, well Andzar and i have been close. We'd text each other and stuff. Everyday, really. Alkeef, well.. he said he just wants to be friends. I was relieved cause i don't have to hurt him anymore. We aren't talking to each other right now. Err, okay. And so, Andzar still likes me. He likes me since the month of October. I'm starting to like him too right now. And that's a good thing, right? Err, maybe. Just, maybe.

So anyway, i still haven't accepted him though. Well, Tasnim has already told me that he's a playboy. Yeah, i'm scared of that. His friends told me he's not a playboy. I'm confused right now. I'll just let Allah decide. Sometimes Andzar and I would somewhat fight. Something like that i guess. He's sometimes not that serious. He'd make jokes that would make me feel sometimes a little bit hurt. Oh well.

xoxo

Random entry

Well hello there! Ahah, yes i'm bored. Just wanted to update about something. I'm at Kota Bharu, Kelantan right now. Or should i call it, New Castle? lol ok lame. Anyway, i'm so bored here. Sometimes i'll be hyper and disturb some people. Haha. Funny. Well, i dunno what to say. I'm listening to Bruno Mars's song, "It will rain". Yeah, i like that song. It reminds me of something. Something.. hmm. Well, how are you guys doing? You guys ok? No? Or am i talking to myself? Oh hell yeah i am. Boredom is so boring like seriously. Eh. I'm craving for Milo Supreme Mcflurry now. But McDonald's is so far from my grandma's house. Damn! Oh well.

I'm okay. I'm fine. I guess. I have tons of stories. But i'll write it later cause i'm lazy. Haha. I'm bored. Maigoodness. My boringness will make you people feel bored. Yeah i know. But i don't care cause i'm awesome liddis 8) Hehe. Eh, i miss my friends and my cousins. I want to go to school, but then again i don't. Haha lol. Hmm, i miss Tasnim, Anis, Hannah, Nihad, Aiman, Alif and Najihah. Seriously, bila nak jumpa lagiii? :c As for my friends, i miss Farisah, Qistina, Putry, Syakirin, Ummi, Myra, Diana and Erianna. I miss all of them. I hope we'll be in the same class together. If not, then that's just sad.

I miss you guys a lot. I miss school too. Well, not really haha. But yeah, i miss you guys. I miss the time when we would go to the toilet ramai-ramai without getting caught from the teachers. Yeah, i miss that. I laff you gais so machh ♥ I hope next year we'll be in the same class. Aminn!




With love, Madihah.

Hangout at Ampang Point

Well, hello there! Yesterday i went to Ampang Point with Farisah, Abang Faiz and Alkeef. Hm, for the story to make sense, it's like this :-

Well, Alkeef is actually Faiz's cousin. He is form 2. He liked Farisah, and then since i'm her bestfriend, he added me on facebook. Then we talked and stuff and he told me he liked Farisah. But Farisah didn't like him that way. Then, weeks after that, Alkeef didn't have a crush on Farisah. Instead, he had a crush on me. He said he likes me and all, but i didn't accept him. Cause, well, we knew each other for only a week. So yeah, it's hard for me to accept someone i barely know. So then, Alkeef wanted to meet me, he made plans and stuff. So we decided to meet at Ampang Point since it's easier to go there. I invited Farisah and Abang Faiz to come along. So here's what happened :-

Farisah came to my house, and we waited for my dad to siapsiap. Then we went to Ampang Point and arrived there at 11.30am. Fara and i went to eat at McD's. The delivery guys there are like gatal gila -.- And the girl-workers only laughed. It's so pathetic, you know? So, we had breakfast there and stuff. While we wait for Alkeef and Abang Faiz to come, we round satu AP. Then met Abang Faiz at Popular. Fara malu gila and like ran away haha. Abang Faiz went to pick up Alkeef downstairs, so Fara and I bought a bag for myself. Then met Alkeef and Abang Faiz. Fara and I didn't know what to do, so we went to starbucks. Alkeef and Abang Faiz sat beside Fara and I. We were quiet and Fara kept on looking to the other side. Alkeef said hi to me and i just smiled. Then Alkeef took my dslr and look at the pictures which is kinda embarrassing for me. I didn't really mind though. But, the first time i heard Alkeef's voice, i was shocked. Seriously. His voice is like a budakbudak kind of voice and dia pelat S. And yeah, he's so annoying. But in a cute way. Haha. 

That boy right there

Well, hello. Haven't blogged in a while cause i was lazy and stuff. Hm, anyway, yeah i fought with a form 2 girl. Yeah whatever. We both didn't apologize to each other, she thought she won. Haha. Anyway, after Hafiz and i broke up, i started to layan all the people. Dulu, i wouldn't layan guys much. So anyway, i started to chat with some guys and stuff. I'm not a playgirl okay -.- They tegur-ed me first, so i layan jelah. And then months after that, a form 1 guy confessed that he likes me. And then a form 2 guy also confessed. And then another form 2 guy also confessed. But i told them that i'm not ready. Because i still have feelings for a certain someone. We broke up not because we didn't love each other, it's because we had to. Yeah, i still love him. Always have, always do. And i miss him so much. That boy right there, i was once his everything. Now i'm just nothing.

xxx

We're over.

It's over. Yeah. Me and him, over. He said, "I just want to be single". And then I said, "You should've told me earlier", followed by some things we both said. Yes, he should've told me earlier. Not now. Why now? Oh, the excuses you gave me. Not to think the time when you skyped with another girl yesterday. Oh, the pain. Yes, the pain. I cried in front of my cousin and i hope she didn't see me. Qistina and Anyssa called me, they asked me if i'm okay. Well, i don't know really. I feel numb. My heart is crushed. The 6 months, gone. Just, gone. Should i slap you, or be happy for you? Hmmm..

Well, today was a bad day. I need to throw something.. at myself... and die... slowly... in front of him. I'm still in shock. Not even happy right now. The pain, will never go away. I, will never stop crying. He, will be happy. Without me. Well duh, he didn't talk to me for a month, he looks happy. And skyped with another girl. That shows that he doesn't need me. At all. I know, i should move on. How can i when we broke up just like THAT? Hm, so this is how heartbreak feels like. I hate myself. For loving him. For liking him in the first place. He didn't even call me. Nor skype with me. Nor see me facetoface. That's hurtful, really.

I don't know if i hate you or not. You sure are a jerk. And a douche, that's what you said ;) But for sure, i still love you. Why? Because you made me happy. I love people who makes me happy. But to you, i'm no one. A nobody. Just another girl you talk to. You don't even give a shit if i didn't talk to you. I care too much. And you care too little. Oh how i wish i could tell you all this right now. But yeah, you wouldn't even care :) Oh and, 

I miss you.

Goodbye.

Terrified

Hey. Sorry haven't post anything in a while. I was a bit busy. Anyways, this post is about our so-called 'relationship'. Well, he's changed. A lot. I've been crying everyday whenever i think about him. I miss the old him. A lot. Last week, we IM-ed on facebook. He said he miss me. How can i believe that when he didn't even say 'Hi' to me? He even forgot our 6 months Anniversary -.-

Well, i tried not to care much about that. But, i'm worried. Sad. And terrified. I'm in love and i'm terrified. Sometimes i get the feeling that it's going to be over. This month maybe. I don't know. But i want to meet him. I really do. But i feel like he doesn't even care anymore. I'm starting to doubt his feelings for me. We're still together. For now.

I guess i should see this coming. Nothing really lasts forever. Love lasts forever but i don't think he loves me anymore. I don't feel like he still needs me like before. I don't think he even misses me. Or even care if we didn't talk for 5 days. But yeah, we'll never know.

I talked to my friends. I talked to his friends, Abang Hazree, Fazli and Haikal. They all said the same thing, 'be patient'. I guess i should. I'm trying to. But, the pain still keeps haunting me. Making me cry, emo and stuff. Then, i would think about those 4 girls. Which adds up the pain and make me want to jump off a building -.- Kill myself so that i won't have to deal with the pain anymore, they say. I'm emo because i don't feel needed anymore. I feel nothing. Just, nothing. I should pray but i can't cause it's the time of the month -.-

Well then, he said he needed a break for a month. He wanted to focus on his studies. I'm just curious to how can he online facebook and not even talk to me? He wants a month. I guess i should give him one whole month then. Hmmm..

I feel disappointed, really. He didn't even make an a effort to talk to me. 5 months ago, before he changed, even if he was sick or tired or something, he would still text me. He would still talk to me. But now, heh. Takde mood lah, apalah. So many excuses. Then i saw he talked to another girl. Which leads to me crying till i fell asleep. That hurt. A lot. I was hurt badly and he doesn't even know about it. Yeah, i'm pathetic, i know. Once you're in my shoes, you'll know how bad it hurts.

Till then, ttyl.
Madihah.

Ramadhan month

Oh, it's the time of the year again! Bulan puasaaa :) It's been great. I've completed all my fasting days. But unfortunately, i'm gonna have my 'thing' next week so i'll have to replace one week to complete one month of Ramadhan with starving and stuff. This month was good. It was okay. I've been better though. Okay blaaaaank. Anyways, exam is near. Oh damn -.- I have to get ready which i really hate to do. My mom said if i get good results, i get to play my laptop everyday again. But if my results are bad, like last time, my laptop will be GONE. Oh how i love my life -.- Hm, my birthday is on this Sunday. I don't want to celebrate it. And if my parents tricked me and brought me to Bubba Gump and asked the waitors to sing to me, i would literally run away. Seriously, it's scary. I mean, people watching you and then at Bubba Gump, you have to SING ALONG. Which is NOT a pleasant birthday. I hope this month will be great. I'm trying to lessen my sins here and there. Pffts. Kbye.

Pretty Little Liars

Okay, the title had something to do with my former 'bestfriend', my boyfriend, and my petbrother and some people who yang 'terasa'. Okay so, i had a fight with Farisah, as most of you might know. Well, she dated my ex, stabbed my back, said bad things about me and whatsoever. As for my boyfriend, we're still okay. I guess. Well, it's a long story and i'm just too lazy to tell so whatever. And my petbrother, who wants to 'putus kawan' with me but NOT anyone else. JUST ME. Like, wth? I asked why, he didn't answer. The suspense is killing me -.- Anyway, so yeah, my life has gone haywire. Allah is testing me, i know. Saya redha jelah. Well, i fought with Farisah since last month, i think. She said things like, "Madihah sial" and "Kau gentle sakai doh" and shitcrapstuff, whatever. I'm trying to calm myself. Serious tak sangka weh -.- Heh, now i know she's NOT my TRUE friend. And, barubaru ni she wanted to 'baik balik' but when we pass each other, she didn't say a word. And so, i try to ignore and let it slide. But, whenever i think about it, i feel the urge to throw things. That's not normal. Well, not to me.

Kay Bee, Kelantan

So, i just got back from Kota Bharu, Kelantan. New Castle 8) Haha ok lameeee -.- Anyway, yeah i have news. My grandmother is sick. VERY sick. She's 92 and still strong. Yeah :) Panjang umur. Okay so, she got strokes. TWICE. She didn't remember anyone at all. She only remembered her children when they were little. But thank Allah she remembered everything now. Like seriously, it's a miracle :') And so, i heard that Pak Tan, my family's friend who helped a lot with my family, got sick. Yeah. He was diagnosed with Leptospirosis and also Hepatitis C. These kind of things made me want to be a Professor. Ya know like, finding out how to kill these sickness. My grandmother cried when she heard about Pak Tan. Pak Tan cried when he thought about my grandmother. Uncle Atan said that it's like they have a chemistry. They like, having mother-and-son relationship.

♥

Madihah, ILOVEYOU ♥ 
I like it when you say "I love you" cause it makes me feel loved. 
I like it when you smile, cause your smile brightens my day. 
I like it when you laugh, cause your laughter cheers me. 
I like it when you hug me, cause your hugs make me love you more. 
I like it when you kiss me, cause your kisses are magical. 
Because of you, i tak suka marah dah. 
Because of you, i tak mudah kalah. 
Because of you, i love myself more than ever. 
Because of you, i will never stay bored. 
Because of you, i experienced LOVE ♥ 


- Hafiz :')

Hospital

Hellohello :) Yeahhhh, i didn't go to school today. Demamz x) Okay so, yesterday i went to Prince Court Hospital to get an x-ray of my backbone. I went there with my mom. There were some blablablas. Waited at the waiting room and stuff. The nurses checked my height and how long my arms are to see if there were any difference. Turns out, i was supposed to be 162cm tall but then i became 154cm tall :/ So, took my x-ray and all. Went to see the doctor for backbone specialist. I saw the x-ray. I became worried, scared, sad and stuff. Then the doctor said some things. I almost cried. Maybe i had to go and do surgery and all :/ Then it was done, my mom and i waited at the waiting room with some peeps who i don't know. After a while, i hid my face and started crying. Yeahhhhhh, i cried. Infront of a lot of people. My mom said everything's gonna be okay and other people are more unfortunate than me and stuff. Then we went to Coffee Bean. I felt better for a while. Kakak and Ayah called me and all. So, whatevs :/

Kbhai xxx mwamwa :*

Some stories.

Hi there! So yesterday i had to cook on the Life Skills period. I had loads of fun :) My partner was Marsya. The kitchen at Seminda is awesome. Oh yeah, also yesterday, at around 7.55 am, my mom had to come with her car cause i forgot to bring the eggs. Marsya accompanied me and went to the gate besar. As we were walking, some peeps who came late was at the area of the gate besar writing something as their punishment. Marsya and I walked and all. We saw some teachers there too. We waited for my mom. She said she would arrive and we had to wait for 10 minutes. So we waited. And then, i saw Abang Faiz with his friends around the gate besar. They were sitting on th ground. We waited and all. Then, finally my mom arrived. We took the eggs, said byebye, and left. As Marsya and i walked, we passed by Abang Faiz and his friends. All of the sudden, i heard my name being called out. It was Abang Faiz. I looked at him and smiled and he smiled back. Then, i left. So blablabla i learned and stuff. The cooking was great! Marsya and i got fourth place out of five. Yay -.- So yeah, that's all for yesterday. Now for what happened, today~

21st March 2011

Hi there! Today was fun! The whole day i had no teacher! I went to school with my tudung which isn't awesome as it used to. Urgh -.- I talked with Siti. She told me something that made her cry. I was shocked ya know. I feel bad for her :/ Oh well. So, first period was sivik. Cikgu Nurhazwani didn't come too because she was the referee for the bola jaring thingy. The class was noisy of course. The minutes passed by, the bell rang and it was Maths. Cikgu Haslina didn't come too today. So Marsya and i went to the toilet. As we walked from the toilet, we passed the canteen. Bazlin and his friends were in front of us. About 7 meters far. He saw me and stopped walking for a while. He waved at me and i waved back. He shouted my name and said "Hi!" while smiling at me. He's so cuteee :D Plus, he's so brave to say hi to an ugly person like me x)

Schoolfun

Heyho! :D Okay today went to school as always. It was a wednesday and i still haven't bought my tkrs uniform. I walked to school, put my bag and talked with my friends. After a while, the teacher asked us all to go to class. I walked to class with Farisah and Marsya. We talked and stuff. Farisah went to her class and i waited for the teacher to come at class. It was bm and Cikgu Loke of course, came. When Erianna shouted to the class that our math teacher didn't come, all of us shouted "Yaaaaayy!". Haha xD That was fun. Learned bm and all. Then it was maths. The teacher didn't come so my class was noisy. When the first period of maths ended, a relief teacher came in and the class was a bit quiet. Marsya and I went to the toilet and got back to class as usual. Then, the bell rang and all of us went to the canteen. I waited for Farisah for a while. When she arrived, we talked about loads of stuff while walking to the canteen. At first Farisah didn't want to eat anything. But then i asked her to teman me and i bought the fried sausage thingy, Farisah became hungry and she bought some nuggets. While i was buying the sausage, the form 4 guy that's Bazlin's friend, called me Nadia again. -.-

Pavilion - Never Say Never

Us at KFC. Iknowiknow, i look ugly. Oh well -.-

Hey there! So today i went to Pavilion with Farisah, her sister and her sister's friends. I had so much fun :D Well, i slept and woke up at around 9.30am. I called Farisah and discussed about some stuff. I wore my black t-shirt, tight jeans and my brown cardigan. Oh yeah, yesterday i blowed my hair xD Cause it was too ugly. My hair was okay. It's not as awesome as an expert yang blow kan. But it's okay. So, i dressed up and all. I put some make up on. I don't fancy make up much but i put only a little. I waited and waited and waited. Farisah kalau boleh lambat lagi x) When she arrived, she called me and told me to go down depan Emerald at the small gate. Which i did. Memang MUAT GILA lah in the car tadi. Oh btw, Farisah's mom took us to Pavilion in her car. We first went to Ampang Point because Farisah's sister wanted to buy herself shoes because her shoes were already teruk. Farisah and I waited in the car. Farisah's mom asked us to go buy the fried sausage at the stall outside AP. We ate some of the sausage and went to AP to buy ourself some drinks. We went to McDs and ordered Coke and Milo Ice. One of the workers there asked us how old we are. Gataaaan -.- After we were finished, we went back to the car and saw Farisah's sister taking pictures of themselves using Farisah's sister's friend's dslr. Ohlol xD

Deadsilent

I am extremely sorry for not posting for so long. I've been busy AND lazy. Haha. Okay so this are the things that happened if you wanna know~

1) I finally got a DSLR! WOOT! Yes, the Nikon D3100 that i always wanted :D
2) The form 4 guy named Bazlin knuckletouched me! I was like, OMG :O He was the one who wanted to.

3) The form 4 guys always say hi to me and calling me 'Nadia' at school -.-
4) I'm okay with Abang Faiz which made me more than happy :D
5) I am now officially, am madly in love with my boyfriend, Hafiz ♥ iloveyousomuchsayang :*
6) My mom bought for me a new handbag. It's so pretty :D

I think that's about it. I will TRY to keep updating my blog and all. Heheh. So, byebye people! iloveyouandgoodbye x)

Curricular II

Hi! Sorry i've been dead. And blocking you people from reading. I was being emo. Yeah, whatever x) Anyway, yeah went to school as usual. I walked there today. i brought my sports outfit for curricular activities. Had an assembly and whatsoever. Went to class and studied some stuff. Yeah this week i got my test results for the examination last two weeks. I got a lot of Cs. Damn :( So then, studied and all. The bell rang and off we go! I'm skipping a lot of things here. I'm lazy and i'm afraid i won't have enough time. I recessed with Farisah again. I ate the sausage bread thingy again. It's delicious :D Then, i saw.. Abang Faiz. My heart sunk and all i felt was guilt. I really felt like crying there. Everytime i thought about what happened, i feel lonely, depressed, devastated, heartbroken, humiliated and angry. Trust me, you really DON'T want to be in my shoes right now. Seriously. Anyways, the bell rang again, off to class with Farisah. The teacher didn't came yet so we talked for a while. So continued learning some stuffs as the teacher finally came.

Hafiz DeSouza

I'm not single anymore! :D

I love him so damn much! 

Don't you ever steal him from me or i'll kick your pretty big ass.

Hahaha. 

K lah bye x) 

Day I

HEYY! A bunch of sorrys for not posting how i got to Kelantan which is my hometown. Well, the first day was okay. It was friday which was the last day of my first exam. Exam was only Science so right after we were done doing our exam, FREEDOM! Had loads of fun that day. Recessed with Siti, then with Farisah. There was a fight at the canteen afterwards but you could not care any more lesser right? Haha. Well, i recessed with Siti for a while. We went to the canteen and i saw Abang Faiz! Lol. I think he saw me too but he was too shy to tegur me. Siti and i went to the stall where they sell Nasi Lemak aka Fat rice. We saw Abang handsomegila which made Siti gasped and became totally nervous! He was a prefect. No, not 'perfect'. Prefect. Get it? No? Shh then. (: Well after that, we bought our food and drinks and ate beside the assembly place. Onwards, i went to the canteen and saw Farisah. We went to the canteen and bought food at a stall that sells fried food. A veryveryvery cute boy was like looking at Farisah and smiling. Hihihi. Farisah sukaaaa x) 

I'd rather die than see you right now.

Fullstop.

Miss Lonely + Exam

Hi! Well today, had my first exam which was BM, History and Life Skills. All i did was okay. Went to school like normal. Had tons of fun though. x) Recess, of course, with Farisah and the others. We ate thisandthat. We talked thisandthat. We drank thisandthat. Sorry, not in the modd right now. No, it's not that time of the month. Well, i chatted with Abang Comel just now and i dunno? I think i turned his smile upsidedown. And as i realized that, i cried. Damn. x'( Seriously. I was the girl who made him smile but now, i'm the girl who made him frown. I'm upset. REALLY upset. I don't know what to do, i'm always in the dark. *Remember that line? (; Heheh. Well, i'm certainly not in the mood on smiling nor laughing. Crying would be the best, right? :) I think he knows i'm blaming myself right now because i wrote something in my status about 'my smile already gone'. I know i'm exaggerating. But this is what happens to a girl who's blaming herself completely! He doesn't know the url to my blog so he won't be reading this. Well, i regretted 'testing' him just now.

Miss i'm-scared-to-take-my-injection-girl

Hullo! Well, yesterday was AWESOME! Sorrrryyyy again for not posting! Haha. Well, yesterday i had my injection for the cancer serviks thing. I went to school, walking because i wanted to. When i arrived, i put my bag and cecite cecite with my friends. :p I wore my baju sukan that day because Cikgu Nurhazwani asked us to so that it would be easy to get injected. So, went straight up to class cause it was raining so the assembly was cancelled. We waited for the teacher to come and whatnot. First was BM then Sukan. We didn't go and sukan cause the perhimpunan was wet. Then it was Agama. The bell rang and it was already recess time. A lot of form 1 girls were questioning when would we get our injection. Cikgu Nurhazwani aint telling us nothing. -.- So, we just waited for it patiently. I, of course, recessed with Farisah and the others. I went to the canteen and saw Farisah there wearing her baju sukan too. We ate and chatted about thisandthats. So, as the bell rang again, went upstairs and byebyekisskissmuahmuah to Farisah and the others. And off to class!

Miss Gedik

Lol. The title says it all! Well, not all. Haha. Today i was a little bit gedik. Haha. Well, today had an assembly. We had spotcheck! Thank god i didn't bring any valuable stuff like handphones or headphones and etcs. Had a gereat day today! :D First subject was Kemahiran Hidup. The girls went to bilik Kesihatan rather than bilik Pengurusan diri like we used to. The boys lainlain so they duduk at our class. Ontheway there, we lalu form 4 Acc 2 class. They were having exam so we lalu there quietly. When i was walking there with my friends, this one boy in the classroom at the window, keluarkan his hand while holding his pencil. He was halang-ing me. I stopped a while and lalu tepi. While he was halang-ing me, he shouted "Oi!" at us. I dunno why. o.O And the guys who sat at the back was like smiling and looking at us. I laughed cause, well, i dunno why. Was being gedik i guess. -.-' Qistina and i was waiting for the teacher to come so we hung out of the bilik Kesihatan. When we were looking down there, we saw Abang Faiz. Qistina sukaaaa. Haha. :D We just looked at him and kept quiet. Abang Faiz didn't see us. I think. Well, he looked up once. But VERY quick. And then i saw Qistina smiling right after he saw Abang Faiz. Haha. Qistina is in loooove! :p Then, she shouted "Handsome gilaaaaaaaa!" -__-' After that, we storymorey. Haha.

Dead

Sorry didn't post anything for a while. Didn't have the mood to blog. Haha. Well, today which is saturday, i had to go to school because it's a Sekolah Ganti for the cuti Raya Cina. Oh yeahh, yesterday, something happened. Seriously funny! Okay, it was at class and we were all doing our work and stuff. I was done so i kemas my bag because it was going to be 1.50pm. Marsya went idon'tknowwhere. Tetiba, Haziq came and sat at Marsya's place which was beside me. I was standing and like, Okaaaaay? Here's the convo~

Haziq : Weh, duduk jap. Aku nak cakap something skejap je. 
Me : Huh?
Haziq : Duduk je *laughing*
Haziq, Faris and Idris : *laughing*
Me : Tanak lah
Haziq : Alaaa duduk je! *laughing*
Me : *still standing* Tanaaak
The teacher : Ok semua! Duduk tempat masingmasing! Dah nak balik dah

Skipping.

Hey! Haha. Sorry didn't post yesterday. Wasn't in the mood. So anyway, yesterday, something reaaaaally funny happened! Okay so my class went downstairs for Pendidikan Jasmani. Marsya and i went to the store and took some racquets to play badminton. As we were done playing, we watched Fatini, Farah and Anyssa playing jump ropes. Well, skipping for short. They played with Erianna, Diana, Syakirin and Puteri. Some of them played. Some did not. Marsya and i weren't that good at skipping so we just watched. Some form 3,4 and 5 boys were playing football and other stuffs beside us. Well, far from us of course. As we played, two form 4 boys came and wanted to play. We were like, Okaaaaay? Cause, well, they were BOYS and already FORM FOUR. Hahah. So, they skipped while Fatini and Erianna turned the rope? Eh? I dunno what's it called. Lol. The two boys skipped facing each other. First, they skipped, tak jadi. Second time, jadi sekejap. Third time, jadi. They skipped reaaaally good. And then, lamakelamaan, they got a bit closer, and closer and then BAM! Terhantuk. The taller one hit his head at his friend when they got closer. We all laughed a lot! It was hysterical! We had a superduper great time! The taller boy walked away while holding his head cause it hurt a lot. Haha. His friend pun tergelakgelak! Haha. Kay continue tomorrow! Gtg eat! ttyl.

Alamanda&Abang's house

Heyho! Yesterday i went to Alamanda and my brother's house in Cyberjaya. He lives there and comes home sometimes on the weekends. He studies there for Multimedia and animation. So, yeahh, my brother has Canon EOS 400D. He just bought a new Nikon D90 cause his friend sold it to him very cheap. He said he wants to give his canon if i want. Which i do. Yeahh, the picture above is the Canon EOS 400D that i'm gonna get from him later. His friend is currently using it so i have to wait for a while. Hope i'll get it soon! Yay, Umie let me have it! Haha. And i don't have to pay a cent! Kay, ttyl. :)

This was the Canon that i held at Ampang Point. I wanted Nikon but nikon was out of stock. This is the Canon EOS 60D. It's suitable for beginners like me. The seller said nikon boleh for beginners too. It has a built-in flash too. If Nikon doesn't have any model like this, i would buy THIS one with no hesitation. :)

Dentist.

Haha. Yeahh, today i went to the dentist. I am now officially traumatized. Hehehe. I post this picture just to show you what i saw and felt in the dentist room. I was traumatized and scared. They did some scaling and whatnot. It hurt a lot until i cried! Yes, i'm serious. Well, today at school nothing new happened. I laughed a lot though today. That's good, kan? Wells, i had fun and that's all it matters. Farisah keeps telling me to join Cheer leading. I want to because you would get a certificate and stuffs. But, i have no interest in it much. So, i told her no. Maybe next year? Maybe. Maybe not. We can never be sure. =/ So, now i'm starting to get obsessed in having a DSLR. Yeahh. Help? Haha. Oh and, Umie also wants a DSLR but she's not obsessed like me. And she wants to search for the Peter Pan CD too. Because whenever you watch it, you will never be satisfied and you would want to watch it over and over again. And be obsessed like me. HAHA. :p 

I posted this picture for fun! I mean like seriously, this speaks the truth kot! o.O

Jengjenjenggg! 

Hihi ♥

Peter Pan ♥

Heyy! Well, to day at school was okay. Normal as always. Nothing special just, learned. At recess, Farisah and i gossiped. Haha. Wow, she got to talk to himmm! Lucky yoouu! =/ While we were talking, Darwish lalu siaaaal! Handsome GILA! Hehe. I brought three pieces of cookies today. One for Qistina, one for Naqiah and the other one Marsya took it and then a bunch of my classmates serbued her. Kesian. :p Told them they don't have to pay the RM3 for one cookie. I'm afraid i would get caught by the teacher for selling without license. Went on to class as the bell rang. The teacher didn't come so my class was noisy and stuff. Abang Faiz lalu bukan nak tegur! Haha. :p Went back home at 1.50pm as always. Well, this time, a bit different. Today Umie and i have an appointment at Prince Court Hospital for physiotherapy. So, Umie picked me up in front of the school gate and straight to her car. I changed my clothes in the car successfully. Arrived at Prince Court around 2:15pm. Umie went straight into the physiotherapy room while i, alone, ate Bagel with Cream Cheese and Hot chocolate at Coffee Bean ♥.

I cried a lot today. Not at school, but at a mall. Worst kan? :)

Well, i cried over Peter Pan. No big deal.

I cried because i was afraid i would miss it.

I was super sad and am still sad now. 

I'll tell you later, gonna go eat. 

ttyl ♥

Schoolz

Heyy! Sorry haven't been blogging for a while. Was busy. Pffts. Anyway, today, i went to school like normal. Didn't go to the perhimpunan this time. Idon'tknowwhy. Went to class straightaway! We studied and stuff. Then, it was PJ. All of us went downstairs, but the teacher wasn't there. Even the place where we're gonna play was full of cars. The teacher asked us to go to our class. Which we did. Me and Marsya went to the toilet of course. I bought a book along the way at the school's book store. We fixed our tudung and straight to our class. Studied, did our homework and whatsoever. I wrote some things in my new hardcover book that i bought at the book store. A lot of my friends laughed when they saw what i wrote in it. Dunnowhy. o.O Recess was okay. Had a great time with my friends. Ate Nasi Lemak, which was spicy rather than sweet. -.-' Qistina and i went to buy our drinks. Saw Darwishhhhh! My day just got better when i saw him. Teehee ♥ :D Bought our drinks and off we go to our table! Farisah and i gossiped of course. Yes, about him. Wells, we went to our class and learned. The teacher hadn't arrived yet so i talked with Ummi, Diana, Fatini and Anyssa.

School&Curricular.

Well, school was just the same. Really. But, Farisah, Intan and i was sad. Sad because Darwish tak dataaaaangg! :( Hehehe. After recess, my friend, Zulaikha, came to my class because i promised her i would give her the cookies i made with Umie. I gave her one and then, some of my classmates saw my cookies. KENA SERBU WEH. They all took ALL of them. Kesian doh Sabrina and Naqiah. They pesaned to me to bring some to them. I totally forgot and then my classmates HABISKAN SEMUA. Haha. SORRAYYH. Anyways, The teacher came, blablabla and studied, did homework. The usual stuffs. So, at around 1:50pm, i went downstairs and searched for Farisah. We rejoined and went to the canteen. Saw Hidayah, Atiqah, Khalisah, Syafiqah and others there. We put our bags at the place where they sat and went to buy food. We ate a lot there. We were pratically hungry and at the same time didn't know what to do except eat, eat and.. what else? OH, EAT. Hahaha. So we brought our food to our table. We ate and talked with Hidayah and the others. We discussed about stuffs and whatnot. And then, i wanted to change my clothes so that i can wear my baju sukan. Syafiqah and Farisah accompanied me to the toilet. As soon as i was done, we went to the canteen back and sat at our table. We were all basically in the same Kelab which was Kelab Rukun Negara. The teacher didn't come because she had a meeting so we walked here, walked there.

Victoria Station

Heyho! Yesterday i went to Victoria Station. It's a Steak Restaurant. Bapak sedap food diaaaa! Okay, now i'm starving. Damn. -.-' So, i went there with Umie and Ayah. As soon as we got there, we had to queue! Yelahh, Valentine's. Pffts for that. -.- Umie shomat tak buat reservation ouh. We queued and finally we got a table. I ordered Shark Fin's soup and crabmeat, Prawns with Chicken Fillet and Sprite. All of them BAPAK SEDAP GILA. Hm, sepatutnya tapau boleh makan harini. =/ Ayah and Umie ordered the same thing which was Steak T-Bone well-done. Oh godd! I'm like, starving right now! I wanna eat the praaaawwns and the Shrak fin's soouuup! Yuuuumm. Okayokayy. Madihah, stop blabbering. -.- But seriously, they were all cooked to perfection and you wouldn't be bored if you ate the same thing in the menu over and over again. Hahah. I forgot to order dessert. Dayum. While waiting for Ayah to go and ambik the car, i talked with Umie about something. Here~

The lazyness in me.

Heythere! I didn't update 2/3 days ago because i was lazy. I have tons of homework too! Tapi tak buat. Damn. -.-' Anyway, a lot happened though. Farisah and Intan told me a story. Yeahh. It was quite the greatest story they have ever told and stuff but in a certain way, it made me hurt like a stab on the chest. Hahah, Justjokinghere. No it didn't. Well, it hurt but not THAT painful. It was actually... Nahh! I'll get on that later. So anyway, yesterday my mom buat open house. My cousins, Anis and Tasnim and only their family came. We camwhored a lot! Haha. Cameroid was being a total jerk so we had to google something LIKE cameroid. So, we found Seenly.com. It's a bit like Cameroid but cameroid was better. Hahah. :p Tasnim showed me some SHINee videos at youtube. While waiting it to load, we took a lot of pictures of Me, Anis and Tasnim. The Lost Girls of Neverland. <3 Since i love Peter Pan, i made the photo album in Facebook "We are The Lost Girls." Creative, isn't it? :D Hehe. So, the story of Farisah and Intan. Well, they told me, lately.. a certain someone tegured them. I was like :O :O :O :O :O Haha, yeahh. Serious i was shocked and still in shock. Never in my life that certain someone tegur me. Well, pandang adelah. Pandang STRAIGHT pulak tu. My heart beat lajuuuuu! >.< He talked to Intan and Farisah kot! I was like OMG OMG OMG! Huhuhu. =/ But enough with that! I wanna go and post about today so chaw! :)

xoxo

Dear January.

Dear January,

I had a blast! I became a normal high schooler and nothing bad happened to me. Well, except the thing with the person at a place. Hahah. But we're okay now. Thank god! :D May she be happy at her asrama. :) Anyways, I hope that February will be better. Or just fine. For better or worst i will never change. Even if it's for someone reaaaally important in my life. Yeah. I've turned to a new leaf but i'm still lazy. I'm human. What did you expect? :p Tell your friend, February, to be a bit nicer to me. Make me happier than usual and etcs. Thankyou. :) May god bless you, January. I'll never forget the memories i treasure with you. See you next year, if Allah lets me. :D

xoxo

Wishlist.

Heyy! I've decided to make a wishlist since i have loads of stuff that i would love to buy. Here it is~

1. This is the Peter Pan book. I want the 'Peter and Wendy' book. Pleaaaaaase? :(

2. The Peter Pan CD. Yeahh this is the 2003 version of Peter Pan. I watched this on StarMovies last Tuesday. I absolutely love this version! Seriously. Buy me oneeeee! Or two? :'( 

3. Nikon D3100. Yesssss. I've started to like these kind of cameras cause the pictures which were taken was reaaaaally pretty! Oh how i would love to take pictures with this! Can i? I can save money to buy it but, can i? x'(

4. I can play the laptop EVERYDAY and EVERYTIME. Psht. Like THAT's gonna happen, kan? -.-

5. I can go anywhere with my friends. :)

Err, that's it kot. Hahah. More to come i guess. Anyways, Byeeee! :D

xoxo

9th February 2011

Well, today after school, there was a Perjumpaan for Kelab and Unit Beruniform. Me and Farisah was Kelab Rukun Negara. We went downstairs at school and jalanjalan with Aisyah. We went to the Bicycle parking and sat there. It was basically beside the Perhimpunan and there was no one there except us. Before we went there, we bought lots and lots of food and drinks. We ate till we were full. Like seriously. We had time before the Perjumpaan started so we just hung out. We then finally went to the Kelab Rukun Negara since it was already going to start. When we arrived to the classroom, we sat to our places and talked. The teacher came along with the other students. Talkedtalkedtalked and then Unit Beruniform! We went to the classroom that's for TKRS. As we arrived there, Farah, Khalisah, Intan and Atiqah, a new student who's totally awesome and minat dye! Lol. She said 'minat' je. And then, tetiba Intan said "Aku suka Darwiiiiiish". Everyone was a bit shocked. Haha. Gossip pasal dye lah apelah! xD And then Intan went to the Padang. She said she saw Dariwsh bukak baju SAHAJE sekejap to tukar baju. She told us and we were like, "Omg! Yekeeee?" Lol.

8th February 2011

Heyy! Today, went to school lah blablabla. Okay, skip to RECESS! Lazy time here. Hehe :p Recessed with Farisah, Aisyah, Afiqah, Farah and Khalisa. Well, we had to stand cause there was no place to sit. We even dieted. We drank Orange juice and that's it. Serious was starving but then we didn't have anywhere to eat. Pity us. :( Anyway, i went back to class and studied. So yeahh, i went back home at 1:50pm. Umie and Mok Long was at Petaling Jaya cause they were visiting Mami, my other aunty. I took a shower, daydreamed and at 3:30pm, i switched on the tv and looked through the info. There was a Peter Pan movie on StarMovies. Before Peter Pan was Bewitched so i watched Bewitched first. And then, PETER PAN! Lol. I read the info and it was the first chapter so i waited for it to start. When it started, i thought it was the cartoon version. It was actually the movie with the actors and stuff. It was the 2003 version. I haven't watched it before. I was excited cause i've loved Peter Pan since the last 2 years! When i watched it, it made me fall in love with it all over again. And that's good. :D I was reaaaally excited and happy when watching it. Really.

Injection day.

Hey everyone! Well, i woke up at 6:20am. I finished dressing up at 7:00am. I did my homework cause i haven't finished some. Ayah hantared me to school today. Arrived at... err, idn'tknw? Lol. My watch battery habis so.. -.-' Anyway, arrived there, i put my bag and chatted with Siti, Anis, Marsya,  and Fatini. We talked lah apelah. Cikgu Nurhazwani came and ambil kedatangan. And then she said, "Harini injection" I was like OMG! OMG! OMG!! dengan Siti. Asma lah apelah. Lol. xD We so cool kan? :p Anyway, we cooled and stuff. Cikgu cakap kena naik class dulu and ikut kelas. Whuish! Malaaay! xD The perhimpunan started with prayers. We nyanyi lagu Negaraku, Lagu Negeri Selangor and Lagu Sekolah. And then, we went upstairs to our classes. We started our lesson with Kemahiran Hidup. Studied lah apelah.

Back home.

Sorry didn't post how i got home yesterday or the day before that. The day before that i got home late and i was tired so i just slept. Yesterday, i didn't get to play my laptop at all because i haven't finish my homework. HELLYEAH i finished it already! Woots for me. :p Anyway, this is what happened~

Umie woke me up at 9:00am in the morning. I woke up, took my bath and kemaskemased my baju. Anis woke up after that and she took her bath. When we were finished dressing up, we ate Mee goreng while watching the tv. Mee goreng serious spicy gile! I took a mouth-full of mee goreng and ate it cause i wanted to finish it fast. We drank Orange juice and watched tv. After that, we kemaskemas our baju and put them in our luggages. We found out that aruah Atok's brother, Paksu, had died the day before.. I think. Anis's family and my family, along with Mak Long, went to Paksu's house at Terengganu. Anis naik my car and we tallked about Nigahiga along the way. Cantik sial terengganu! Serious. Clean gile! Sambilsambil tu, on the way, Mak Long brought Ayam Goreng. So, apelagi? We ate lah! haha xD Sedaaaapp! :D Anyway, we arrived that at around 3:00pm. Umie brought her Selendang and i wore it. Anis already had a tudung.

Ouh Dayum.

Hey! I didn't have any idea what to put in my title. Buy you still love me, kan? :p Anyway, today, i woke up at 9:45am. Watched tv with Anis. After a while, i took my bath and ate Nasi with Ayam Kuzi! Ohemgee! Serious deliciouuuus! And so, me and Anis onlined on our laptops. Played Club penguin, Facebook-ed and some other stuff. Lunch, we ate Nasi with Ayam Goreng. Yes, deliciouuuuus! Hihi. :p We went to the Kebun and sent some drinks to my uncles and aunties who were at the Pondok. We got back to the house and onlined. So basically, we onlined the whole day. At around 3:00pm, we went to mu aunt's house, Cekna. We had tea there but unfortunately for me and Anis, we already ate Nasi so we were full. We read Peter Pan in Abang Ikram's GALAXYTAB. It's kinda like ipad but ipad is bigger. So anyway, we camwhored with Umie and Ayah. Ayah siap buat the Rockhand. Lol. And then, Ayah,me and Anis talked about Nigahiga videos and laughed the whole time! Serious. Because his videos are too funny!

Aly & AJ Potential Breakup Song.

Kelantan&HIMYM

Hi there! Sorry haven't post anything in a while. Padehal en -.- Well, tengah having fun :p Anyway, yeah i'm at my hometown, Kelantan with my family except Kakak and Abang. Yesterday Anis played the Kite while i went cycling around there. It's really fun! It's pretty hot here and Anis and i are craving for Slurpees now. Hehe. So, we played our laptops everyday since we don't know what to do much. We even re-watched Nigahiga's videos in youtube. Yeahh, he's HILARIOUS. Go watch ;) We played the laptop a lot and watched How I met your mother aka HIMYM season 4. Serious HILARIOUS! I recommend you watch it too. It has season 6 now! But i wanna finish season 4 first. Here are the people who got the lead roles~

Ted Mosby played by Josh Radnor
Robin Scherbatsky played by Cobie Smulders
Barney Stinson palyed by Neil Patrick Harris
Lily Aldrin played by Alyson Hannigan
Marshall Eriksen played by Jason Segel

And that's it. Here's a list of my opinion which of the people in it suits to be a couple~
Barney Stinson x Robin Scherbatsky (But unfortunately, they dated for a couple of months and broke up. But, i hope they'd be together after that)
Marshall Eriksen x Lily Aldrin (They're already married)
Ted Mosby x Stella Zinman (Stella left him at the alter and got married to her ex-boyfriend)

So yeahh, that's what i think. Everyday, i eat rice here. Weehoo, i'm gonna be fat! Heee :D Anyway, i've gtg now! I needs to goes and eats. Ohh! Subscribe Nigahiga aka Ryan Higa at youtube here http://www.youtube.com/user/nigahiga
If you wanna watch How I met your mother, go here http://www.watch-how-i-met-your-mother.com. It's not very clear and it's not in high definition but it's still good. Watch them, kay? Thanks! Kbhai :)
xoxo

Getting ready

Hi everyone! So today i woke up at 9:30am. Played with Safia and then went to eat. I ate Nasi Ayam Berempah. Sumpah sedap! :9 And then, i kemaskemaskan my bed and watched tv. I onlined for a while and took a shower. I onlined again and played Cityville. Haha. Looks like Tasnim and Anis is having a 'fight'! xD And i'm the 'orang tengah'. Yeahh. They settled and all and now they're okay now! I think. Anywho, i played It girl lah apelah. Chatted with Anis, Tasnim and Aiman. Alif boleh pulak buat birthday dekat SUNWAY LAGOON mase i takde dekat KL. Jahat ouh -.-' Anyway, i stalked some people and heeee, i found a picture comel gileeee! >.< Hehe. Nanti kot i tell you. :)

I packed my bags for tomorrow. Yeahh, i'm going to Kelantan which i told you in my previous posts. After i've finished packing me bags, i chatted with some Abangabang's of Seminda. xD Had fun chatting with them! They're reaaally nice! :D Anywho, see ya tomorrow, Kbhai! :)

xoxo

If i could, i would

Heyy! I'm making an entry about If i could, i would. So.. here~

If i could, i would;

• Take a knife and.. well, you know the rest. ;)
• Run away. Yes. CONFIRM run away.
• Finish my homework everyday. *Yeahh, i haven't accomplish that. And i want too so much! =/
• Watch Tron again. :p
• Buy a Nikon xD
• Kick some criminal's butt. :p
• Become a superhero xD
• Make a team of Superheroes
• Cry. *Yes, i have never cried this year. The last time i cried was... last year. Gile kan? o.o 
• Be a little bit more emotional than before. *I dunno why -.-'
• Have fun sincerely and not faking all the time :)

Well, i think that's all. Oh yeah, at Monday i'm gonna go to my hometown. I'll be riding the car. I'm still wondering what would happen when i'm there. I mean, i've changed. Seriously. I don't know if it'll be awkward or okay. The suspension is killing me! Cause like, Anis on Facebook like bimbo gile and i tak tahan and said dye bodoh lah apelah. And, the time where Abang Ikhwan cakap something about my UPSR grades and it STILL brings me down and made me curl up into a ball and would probably make me cry. Yeahh, i'm such a pathetic loser. I know that. The words that brings me down all the time is; "Tengok Nihad and Tasnim. Diorg study, tulah diorg dapat 5A. Bukan macam awak!" Yes. Those words hurt me like crazy! Imagining someone saying it almost made me cry. Damn. -.- I need some confidence here. I also have self-esteem issues. I'm not sure if i know what that means xD Hwehwe. Anyway, my point here is, don't be a pathetic loser like me. Cause if you do, you're gonna need a therapist ;) Kbhai! :D

xoxo

The Green Hornet

Hii there! So today i woke up at 7:00am and sembahyang subuh. After i've finished, i laid on my bed and didn't sleep back as i was wide awake. So, i decided to go online. Ada jugak orang online pagipagi tuu -.-' Anyway, i checked my notifications and played It girl and Cityville. At 8:30am, i ate Nasi Lemak. It was spicy and yet it wasn't sweet. Tak sedap. =/ I went online again and at 9:00am, i took a shower. I got dressed and stuff. Umie ironed my hair. Tak jadi kot. -.-" I went online back. At 12:00pm, a guy and a girl came over. They discussed something with Umie and Ayah. I don't know why and just played my laptop.

After a while, they left. Oh, did i mention that Kakak got a new maid? Yeahh. She got a new maid to take care of Safia. Anywho, i played the laptop till Ayah and Umie finished dressing up. They got ready at 1:50pm. We went to the lobby and waited for Ayah to pick us up. Sambilsambil tu, i saw the boys walking at the longkang to go somewhere. I saw Ammar, Faris, Darwish, Haziq and Azraei. I think there's more but i didn't see their faces so.. dunno lah. -.- Anyway, Ayah arrived and we sent Bibik to Restaurant Hidayah at Bukit Indah and Kakak picked her up.

Curricular

Kelab/Persatuan : Kelab RUKUNNEGARA - AJK *Whoah! xD
Permainan/Sukan : Not sure yet.
Badan beruniform : TKRS - Ahli biase :(

Friday the 28th

Heyheyy! :D I woke up, got to school at 7:20am. Lined up and put my bag on the perhimpunan. Chatted with Syafiqah and asked where to meet for Perjumpaan Rumah Sukan and we agreed at the stairs. We were the same which was NILAM <3 At 7:30am recited Yassin. All done at 8:00am. Went to class and studied. Me and Marsya went to the toilet and walked by the canteen. There was a lot of boys there and some of them were looking at us. Hehe overly self-conscious here :p Anyway, we went to the toilet and went back to class. Studied and stuff. Did some notes on Kemahiran Hidup.

At 9:50am, had recess. Recessed with the same people. After we've done eating, Farisah went to her cheer leading leader and asked for her phone number while i went to the SHADANAA's table which was beside me and the others's table. Shahmine was still eating so she asked me to accompany her there at the table because the other Shadanaa's pergi manetah. Farisah talked to Natasha about the cheer leading while i sat beside Shahmine. Alyssa came and accompanied Shahmine so me and Farisah left after Farisah was done. We walked to the perhimpunan and hung out there till the bell rang. We talked and stuff. The bell rang, everybody left and went back to class.

My day as a High Schooler

Hi there! Sooo, harini woke up at 6:30am and stuff. Went to school and lined up blablabla. Talked with Fadhilah, Fatini and Anis. Fadhilah thought my brother was gonna come to Seminda because of the facebook comment he wrote on my wall post. She got all excited. Lol. -.-' Anyway, and then, went to class. Belajar and buat notaaaa. Marsya and i went to the toilet. Betulkan tudung and stuff. And then, mase on the way to the stairs, we talked about Vanilla. Ohh, Vanilla <3 xD And then, tetiba Vanilla was downstairs! We were like, :OOO Panjang umur! :P Hihi. After that, we went back to class. Belajarandstuff. And then, Uztazah Suhaibah came and Marsya told her that yesterday Uztazah left her marker pen but Cikgu Ernie took it. Lmao. TWO DAYS cikgu Ernie simpan xD Anyway, and then me and Marsya went to the bilik guru and found cikgu Ernie. Mase on the way to the bilik guru, a lot of people yang form 2 and up were staring at us. Kitorg macam pelik aje. o.o Anyway, lepastu jumpe cikgu Ernie.

She was talking with a teacher so me and Marsya waited. And waited.. and WAITED. Lambat bebenar! :P So after she finished talking, we asked her for the marker pen and she gave it to us and we left. People were staring at us. Yeah, i'm overly-self conscious. Biasooo :P Hehe. Anyway, lepastu we went back to class. And belajarrr. And then BAM! Receeeess! xD Recessed with Farisah and the others. Me and Farisah went and bought our food and drinks while the others already had their food. On the way to the buying stall, me and Farisah gossiped. Lawl. Of course lah pasal dyeee! Jangan marah ye :P Hehe. Anyway, and then we bought food.

My day at School

Hi, there! So, i woke up at 6:30am. Mandimandi and stuff. Ayah hantared me by car. Sampai at wround 7:25am. Masuk and lined up. Cikgu said something about Curricular and blablablaaa. Masuk kelas and tetiba Khalis terkejutkan me and Marsya. I tergelak lah sebab Marsya macam terkejut gile! And then, Khalis marah pulak sebab gelak! And then he pushed me! I was like, wth?! -.-' But i keeped calm and let it go. But seriously, rasa nak sepaaaakk je dye tu. Pfft. Anyway, after that, Agama. Buat nota and all. And then, geography. Buat nota and stuff. Belajarbelajar and RECESS! 

And, as always, i recessed with Farisah, Afiqah, Aisyah, Farah and Khalisah. Makan roti je. And then, Me and Farisah pergi jalanjalan. Budak laki semue pandang. Haishh, menggatal lah tu -.- Anyway, and then naik kelas. On the way naik kelas, we discussed nak masuk ape. Farisah said that i should wait for her at the Canteen nanti. So, i agreed and naik atas. Masuk kelas and belajar. Mase tengah tulis nota, tetiba Haziq naik atas meja sebelah me and asked, "Wooiii! Ape ceriteee?!". Entah kenape dengan dye tu. -.-' Beberapa minute kemudian, Me and Marsya nak pergi toilet, asked the teacher and she said okay. But then, we saw a marker pen at the white board and it was actually Uztazah Suhaibah's. So, Me and Marsya went out to the bilik guru. On the way there, saw Cikgu Nurhazwani, she called us to the bilik guru so we followed her. 

A great day.

Hii! Today i woke up at 6:30am as always. I got ready, again, at 7:00am. Helped Kakak hantar Safia to the nursery at 7th floor block C. And then, turun bawah and waited for Ayah at the lobby. Ayah hantar-ed me to school again today. Went to school at 7:25am again. Gooodd, I feel like in a rut! -.-' Anyway, got in and of course, put my bag and lined up. Gossiped with Siti and Farisah. Hehe. Ohh! And, tetiba Dayini bagi Daim~ OMG! Sedap gileee! Thanks, hotsetaf! <3 xD Anyway, and then cikgu said something about Mesyuarat Pertuan Agung for permainan in Curricular at 11:30am. And then, naik kelas. Belajar and stuff. Ohh! Btw, Marsya didn't come today so, i tak berani pergi toilet alone so like, the whole time my tudung sakaii sangat! -.-' Anyway, and then recess. 

I had recess with, of course, Farisah, Aisyah, Afiqah, Farah and Khalisah. Me and Farisah, again, ate Nasi Lemak. Seriously. Semue same -.- Anyway, after that, belajar and stuff. Oh! And of course me and Farisah gossiped. :P And then, belajaaar. And then, at 11:30am, all the forms pergi carik Permainan sendiri. Well, the problem is, i had no idea what to pick! At first i was Bola Keranjang.. i think. But, i wanted badminton but it was too full till a lot of people had to sit outside! :O Lol. So, Me and Fatini and Anyssa went out searching and stuff. Anyssa found her permainan while i wasn't sure. Fatini also found hers. I went downstairs and saw Siti. So, me and Siti go roundround the whole school! We both were confused.