It's over. Yeah. Me and him, over. He said, "I just want to be single". And then I said, "You should've told me earlier", followed by some things we both said. Yes, he should've told me earlier. Not now. Why now? Oh, the excuses you gave me. Not to think the time when you skyped with another girl yesterday. Oh, the pain. Yes, the pain. I cried in front of my cousin and i hope she didn't see me. Qistina and Anyssa called me, they asked me if i'm okay. Well, i don't know really. I feel numb. My heart is crushed. The 6 months, gone. Just, gone. Should i slap you, or be happy for you? Hmmm..
Well, today was a bad day. I need to throw something.. at myself... and die... slowly... in front of him. I'm still in shock. Not even happy right now. The pain, will never go away. I, will never stop crying. He, will be happy. Without me. Well duh, he didn't talk to me for a month, he looks happy. And skyped with another girl. That shows that he doesn't need me. At all. I know, i should move on. How can i when we broke up just like THAT? Hm, so this is how heartbreak feels like. I hate myself. For loving him. For liking him in the first place. He didn't even call me. Nor skype with me. Nor see me facetoface. That's hurtful, really.
I don't know if i hate you or not. You sure are a jerk. And a douche, that's what you said ;) But for sure, i still love you. Why? Because you made me happy. I love people who makes me happy. But to you, i'm no one. A nobody. Just another girl you talk to. You don't even give a shit if i didn't talk to you. I care too much. And you care too little. Oh how i wish i could tell you all this right now. But yeah, you wouldn't even care :) Oh and,
I miss you.
Goodbye.
