March 17, 2016

Physical Condition

Most people might not know this but even though I live a somewhat 'perfect' life (well not really perfect but Alhamdulillah I'm blessed with so much love and other things), I have a lot of non-perfect things about me too. It's not really a big deal or life-threatening but as my mom once said, raising me is like raising 10 children.

Like everyone else, I too, have problems. One of them being scoliosis. It's a medical condition where your backbone isn't exactly 180 degree straight like it should be. Mine is kind of an 'S' shape. If you don't get it since I suck at explaining things, just google it. Scoliosis, that's it. It's not that serious since I found out about it at an early age and managed to do physiotherapy. It won't become completely straight, it's still a bit crooked but the physiotherapy prevents it from making my right lung squeezed and crushed, making me lose my breath and probably die but Alhamdulillah, that won't happen as long as I continue lifting weight for my backbone and doing much much more painful exercises for it.

Every time I go there, it feels like hell. Seriously. The exercises and lifting weights become more and more painful as the years go by. I don't know when it would finally stop but yeah, my parents would still have to pay for the expenses till then. But, the doctors did say that when I grow up, I'd feel discomfort and a little pain on my backbone since it's not straight. Also, if I were to become pregnant, it would also be much more painful than usual. Hooray..!