Okay, the title had something to do with my former 'bestfriend', my boyfriend, and my petbrother and some people who yang 'terasa'. Okay so, i had a fight with Farisah, as most of you might know. Well, she dated my ex, stabbed my back, said bad things about me and whatsoever. As for my boyfriend, we're still okay. I guess. Well, it's a long story and i'm just too lazy to tell so whatever. And my petbrother, who wants to 'putus kawan' with me but NOT anyone else. JUST ME. Like, wth? I asked why, he didn't answer. The suspense is killing me -.- Anyway, so yeah, my life has gone haywire. Allah is testing me, i know. Saya redha jelah. Well, i fought with Farisah since last month, i think. She said things like, "Madihah sial" and "Kau gentle sakai doh" and shitcrapstuff, whatever. I'm trying to calm myself. Serious tak sangka weh -.- Heh, now i know she's NOT my TRUE friend. And, barubaru ni she wanted to 'baik balik' but when we pass each other, she didn't say a word. And so, i try to ignore and let it slide. But, whenever i think about it, i feel the urge to throw things. That's not normal. Well, not to me.
