I haven't posted anything for awhile because I was kind of busy with school and stuff so ok wtvr. I didn't continue my last post because idk it's like I don't have the mood to talk about him anymore. A lot has happened and we were sometimes okay and sometimes not but now it's all over. I blocked him on everything and he did ask about me to some of my friends and I felt grateful that he thought about me even for just a second but later on I realised that it's just nothing. idk why but it is so I decided to just stop talking to him until forever I guess.
People know how breakups are like. There are some people who didn't care at all, moved on just like that. While some, suffered a lot and couldn't stop regretting and felt like they could've done better and should've been good enough for their girl/boy. And that's me. I don't really know if he did care or not about me after we broke up or if he did really want to get back together with me or yeah I just really don't know. It looks as if he did still care but idk maybe he cared because he was lonely or something. Well, there's always a reason, right?
I admit I did regret breaking up with him. He made me so happy but at the same time, he also made me pissed off, sad, left me and yeah much more. It was like I didn't want to break up but I really should. I know that in relationships, we need to fix things not just leave it or throw it all away when things get rough but yeah it was already too late for us.
