Before this, people thought I was with.. someone else. And I admit, I thought I would be with that person too. But somehow, things became complicated and then I chose... Qayyum.
We've been together for about 5 months now. Most people would know that I've been hurt a lot of times. I soon became heartless and didn't want to be with anyone at all. And while I was enjoying being single, I talked with a lot of guys. No, not because I wanted to flirt them, of course not. I always talk to them on social network because I've never met them, let alone talk to them face to face. Of course I talk to my girl friends but only at school because most of them don't have social network, understand? Good.
After my breakup with Eiman, I started to get close with Hazeem, as most of you all would know. We always on-the-phoned, skype, whatsapp, mention on twitter and whatnot. But then, on this year, I started to be close with Qayyum because we were classmates. Suddenly, he confessed to me and I was a little surprised. My friend, Afiqah, who is also a friend of Qayyum's, wanted us to be together so she helped us. She helped Qayyum by asking me what I think of him. I just told her that I didn't like guys who smokes cigarettes/shisha/vapor or wtvr that has anything to do with smoking. He has smoked in front of me before he likes me so I was like wow dude. Haha. So then after I said that, he stopped smoking. I was also surprised.
Then, I stalked him on twitter and I found out that he has a girlfriend. Later at school, my friend talked to him while he was sitting beside me. My friend asked about his girlfriend and he said they're not together anymore. After a few months, Hazeem confessed but in a playful way so I just take it as a joke. Suddenly, he told me he was serious. And I didn't know who to choose. Qayyum kept on asking me to give him a chance to make me happy. I thought about how Hazeem was so un-serious and Qayyum have waited for me since the day he confessed to me. So yeah, I chose Qayyum.
It's been 5 months and he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I'm head-over-heels in love with him. Even though we always fight and almost broke up a lot of times, he still manage to lower his ego and try to fix us. I love him so much and he always make me happy. I'm grateful to meet such an amazing and loving guy like him, Alhamdulillah. I don't know what I will ever do without him.
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