And, as always, I would get cat-calls, random stranger guys saying "Hi" to me and many more. I'm used to it now because I know they do all those things just because I'm alone. It's always the same at other malls, even Pavilion. They did a big mistake in doing all those things to me because I'm shy and quiet so I would just smile or look down or ignore or act as if they don't exist or just feel embarrassed and look down while shaking my head. I'd facepalm though but that would be too over lol. Most of them are about my age or just a few years older so I didn't really care much. Believe me, I have a lot of guy friends and they all do the same thing. Ugh.
I don't know who all of them are and I'm pretty sure I only met them on that day and then never again after that. That's just how it is. Shopping Malls are the place where you walk by strangers you'll never see again after that.
Today, was a little different. I was walking around and then I went up the escalator. I noticed that a guy, wearing a gold vest, coming down the escalator. Basically, there were only us on the escalators and we were about to pass by each other in a matter of seconds. I looked at him only twice because.. I don't know? Habit, I guess. And, for some reason, he looked at me the entire time. He didn't look away, at all. I just brushed it off and just looked straight, acting as if 'he doesn't exist', even though he was pretty cute, I can't deny that. But, then, I only looked at him twice haha! #SorryIJustHadTo #DontJudgeMe
The funniest thing happened was that when we were next each other, he said "Hi", giggled shyly like the "ehehe" type, and then looked down. IT WAS THE CUTEST THING EVER! Or it was just a small thing but that was like the first time I experienced that. I managed to muster all my strength trying not to laugh because we both don't know each other and he did that as if it was normal but still he couldn't hide his shyness. Or maybe I'm just exaggerating. Maybe.
It was still cute though. I just nodded, smiled a little, and then looked down. I didn't look at him at all because I was so embarrassed. I guess if I looked back and saw that he looked back too, it could probably one of those cliche love stories in movies and then we would both exchange phone numbers, become close friends, confess in liking each other, go on dates, fall in love, get married and live happily ever after. But, that didn't happen and life isn't a movie. So, I just went up, walked straight, and never looked back.
It's okay, if we were meant to be, it will be. Jodoh Tak Kemana, as they said. And I always say that too because I truly believe in it.
I'm sorry if I sound a bit.. gedik? Or something like that. It was just too cute and I had to write it here so that I won't forget about it. I have no intention in making people think that I 'play hard to get' or 'popular with guys' or whatever because it is all false. Well, except for the first one though because I'm just tired with guys (lol no offence) but, please, don't misunderstand. Alright then, bye!
Thank you, x
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