Eiman and I have already broke up. Just after two days of being together. Surprising huh? Yup, sure is. I was really sad, but I didn't cry. I wanted to, but I just didn't do it.
He was the one who wanted to break up. He said he wants a "timeout", what ever that means. He said he wasn't ready for all this things. But he also said he still loves me, which made me so freaking confused. And we haven't talked to each other at all. I miss him. I miss talking to him. I miss being crazy and annoying at him because he doesn't really care. I lost a friend. A really good friend.
I guess, it just wasn't meant to be. It's not something I can fix, probably. I wish we could be friends again though. I want to talk to him again. I want to meet him at Pavilion and force him to buy me cookies. Yes, I just want to be friends with him again, nothing else. I miss my friend.
I really regretted accepting him. I didn't know that we won't last long. I wish I didn't say "yes" to him. I'm so stupid.
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