People assume bad things about me. Always. Sometimes i feel bad about myself. Because of them...
Hi. My name is Madihah. I've cried a lot. I laugh at times. I put a smile on my face everyday and go through life and try to survive it. Yes, that's me. Always have been me. Yup, me.
People say bad things about me. Stab my back and stuff like that. I act as if it was normal to me. Yes, it is normal. I try not to care too much. But yeah, of course it hurts. People judging but they don't know you at all. Yeah, everyone seems to be like that right now. I'm not surprised though. But it hurts. It hurts a lot. You can't even imagine.
Well, as for me, i'm not the type of person who can deal with it. I'll be pissed, of course. And i'll be sad. I'd probably blog about it. And talk about it often. It's sad, really. Sad people are just, sad. So... sad. Sad enough to make me want to slap them, ya know? Ha ha ha.
I'm one of those weak people who can't deal with anyone saying bad things about myself. I have low self esteem issues. And it burdens me. Sometimes i hate myself. I hate myself for not being a better person. I hate myself for not being good enough. I hate myself for hating myself. It's... sad.
Even my family sometimes hate me. I know they do. They might not show it but they act like it. Oh well...
Thanks for reading!
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