Depressed

Hi. Currently crying right now. Heh. Long story. Well, I feel so sad right now. Yeah, it has something to do with him. Yes, Andzar. But, it's okay. I've gone through this once. So, i'm used to it now. I'm just angry, sad, devastated, depressed, upset, disappointed and much more. Mostly disappointed though. I just want to sleep, and never wake up. Literally. 

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. 

Well, this is going just good, huh? Pffts. You know what's better? That he doesn't know why i'm so sad right now! Hah, niceeeee. Thankyouverymuch. Yes, i'm still sad right now. Still sad. Uuuuu, greatttt. Just, great. 

Oh gosh, i'm so freaking tired right now. I just want to sleep. I'd throw my laptop if i could. I'd throw everything if i could, really. I just hate this moment right now. I hate this feeling. I hate that i have to feel this way towards him. I don't hate him. I just feel sooooo disappointed. Till i cried. How pathetic can i be? Hah. Funny. 

*3 minutes later

Okay so, i'm a bit okay right now. I guess. Ahaa, okay. It's just that, every word he says right makes me wanna cry. Weird, huh? Yes, it is weird. So weird. Heh.

okbye