Curricular II

Hi! Sorry i've been dead. And blocking you people from reading. I was being emo. Yeah, whatever x) Anyway, yeah went to school as usual. I walked there today. i brought my sports outfit for curricular activities. Had an assembly and whatsoever. Went to class and studied some stuff. Yeah this week i got my test results for the examination last two weeks. I got a lot of Cs. Damn :( So then, studied and all. The bell rang and off we go! I'm skipping a lot of things here. I'm lazy and i'm afraid i won't have enough time. I recessed with Farisah again. I ate the sausage bread thingy again. It's delicious :D Then, i saw.. Abang Faiz. My heart sunk and all i felt was guilt. I really felt like crying there. Everytime i thought about what happened, i feel lonely, depressed, devastated, heartbroken, humiliated and angry. Trust me, you really DON'T want to be in my shoes right now. Seriously. Anyways, the bell rang again, off to class with Farisah. The teacher didn't came yet so we talked for a while. So continued learning some stuffs as the teacher finally came.



After that, it was english. I think. The teacher didn't come so it was so noisy! Then, Syakirin and Faris had a fight. Faris became so angry till he threw a chair that nearly hit people. Wattahell kan x) It only hit my elbow je. Nobody got hurt though. Wells thens, everything got normal and studiedddd. Haha stuDIED xD Yes i know, lameeee. Whtvr. So then it was curricular time. Time flew so fast because i'm skipping almost everything that happened right now. I went around and around the school with Fatini and Anis. Farisah was supposed to come back from her house but then, she didn't come at all! Tomorrow i'm gonna hit her. HARD. Anywho, i called my mom blablablaa. Then, Fatini and Anis had to go to their Puteri Islam thingy. Mine was cancelled so i rounding laa. I went to the toilet to fix my tudung. A bunch of guys walked by outside the toilet. The door was opened so they saw me. I saw that a guy who is unknown to me, suddenly stopping and checking on me. And then the guy shouted, "HOI!". I looked for a while and ignored him. As i got out of the toilet, i saw the guys were walking to the other side. I looked to them and just left.

So, i found Aisyah and followed her wherever she went. I was alone and bored. Haha. If Umi didn't post that stupid comment, and i was in good terms with Abang Faiz, i would totally call him to teman me when i was alone that time. FMLFMLFMLFMLFML. It means Fckmylife. ;) Oh and if Hafiz was in the same school with me, i would call him too. Ask him to teman me and all. What a shitty life i have, kan? (; No one trusts me. I don't trust them. I hate a lot of people. Hwehwe. Whatever lah. My parents are not the same as yours. I'm serious. That's why i'm emo all the time. They don't understand me. That's why i'm always with my friends. I always wish to not come back home and i wanted to stay in school. I'm having a hard time right now. No one understands me except Abang Faiz and Hafiz. Abang Faiz is because he relates a lot to me. And Hafiz is my boyfriend so he understands a lot. They understand me very much. Much more than my family does. Heh. Anyways, byeee.

xoxo