14.12.12

Muhammad Amirul Eiman bin Azmi.

He's 15 years old and he is the guy who stole my heart. It started of when I was at the US of A. He's bestfriends with Andzar and the other kolo dudes. We started to talk on Twitter. Something happened so he mention-ed me. We talked and stuff and then he followed me, so I followed him back.

After a few days, I wrote on twitter saying I want to go and watch Breaking Dawn part 2 again but someone needs to accompany me. And he said he wants to do it. So he asked for my number, and I gave it to him. The next day, we started whatsapp-ing each other and stuff. But we fight a lot hahaha. And then after a few days of talking everyday, without me realizing, I was starting to fall for him. I'd get excited whenever he says a single "hi" to me and I would look forward to him whatsapp-ing me. But I didn't want to get my hopes too high so I tried to avoid it. I didn't want to get hurt again so I just acted as if like he was just a friend to me.

And then he told me that I was the only person to talk to him a lot. That made me happy a bit. Hehe.
And then, on the 14th of December, his cousin took his phone and told me that Eiman likes me. I didn't want to believe it so I just said things like I don't believe him and all that. After that, Eiman took his phone again. And this happened :-

Him: Why did you talk to him? :-(
Me: Haha, I was bored.
Him: I hate you
Me: I hate you too!
Him: But I can't hate you
Me: Oh, why?
Him: Because what my cousin said was kind of right..
Me: Oh....

And so he told me he liked me and I was shocked. I didn't expect that at all. And then he said, "I wonder what your feelings are towards me" and I went blank. I didn't want to tell him at all that I liked him too. I didn't want to give in to it. I didn't want to get hurt and start all over again. It was devastating. But he really wanted to know if I liked him or not, and I said yes. And then we had this really intense conversation. I felt like crying haha it was so... shocking.

Him: I promised myself I wouldn't be with anyone before marriage
Me: And I promised myself I wouldn't like anyone anymore
Him: So, you don't like me?
Me: I already broke my promise..
Him: I'm about to break mine....

And then I freaked out as fuck! I was really shocked. I couldn't stop writing "ohh wow", it was making me crazy. But it was also thrilling to me. I couldn't stop smiling. And then I told him that I hate getting hurt and I'm a very complicated person. He said he hates hurting people that he loves and he'll try to be with me. And then I said I don't know. He replied with, "Be mine" and then I said that I'm not sure and all.

Then, he started to regret confessing to me. He said he wished he didn't and blablabla and then I convinced him that it wasn't wrong. And then poof! I said yes. He said he was extremely happy and he couldn't believe it. It was also like a miracle to me. We chat on whatsapp for hours and hours until it was already 2am. And then on the next day, I woke up saying, "Oh my god.." and then said good morning to him. He was really happy about that.

He was perfect. Everything about him was just pure perfection. He's good-looking, he's very muscular because he often goes to the gym, he just learned how to play the guitar, he's a skateboarder (which kind of turns me on lol), he LIKES Twilight (omg when I knew this, I freaked out!), he's a very nice guy, he's reaaaaally sweet (He made me melt a lot like omfg I felt like fainting) and much much more.

He told me he was very happy and he couldn't believe that we're together. And then he wrote my name as "Beauty" and asked me to write his name as "Beast" which is really sweet to me. So, yeah. There it goes. Okaybye.


xxx