If i could, i would;
- Take a knife and.. well, you know the rest. ;)
- Run away. Yes. CONFIRM run away.
- Finish my homework everyday. *Yeahh, i haven't accomplish that. And i want too so much! =/
- Watch Tron again. :p
- Buy a Nikon xD
- Kick some criminal's butt. :p
- Become a superhero xD
- Make a team of Superheroes
- Cry. *Yes, i have never cried this year. The last time i cried was... last year. Gile kan? o.o
- Be a little bit more emotional than before. *I dunno why -.-'
- Have fun sincerely and not faking all the time :)
Well, i think that's all. Oh yeah, at Monday i'm gonna go to my hometown. I'll be riding the car. I'm still wondering what would happen when i'm there. I mean, i've changed. Seriously. I don't know if it'll be awkward or okay. The suspension is killing me! Cause like, Anis on Facebook like bimbo gile and i tak tahan and said dye bodoh lah apelah. And, the time where Abang Ikhwan cakap something about my UPSR grades and it STILL brings me down and made me curl up into a ball and would probably make me cry. Yeahh, i'm such a pathetic loser. I know that. The words that brings me down all the time is; "Tengok Nihad and Tasnim. Diorg study, tulah diorg dapat 5A. Bukan macam awak!" Yes. Those words hurt me like crazy! Imagining someone saying it almost made me cry. Damn. -.- I need some confidence here. I also have self-esteem issues. I'm not sure if i know what that means xD Hwehwe. Anyway, my point here is, don't be a pathetic loser like me. Cause if you do, you're gonna need a therapist ;) Kbhai! :D
xoxo
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